Love Waves

I'm Too Big To Cry

I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry.

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Lost In His Love

Your words of pain enter my heart,
I can feel them,
I can almost touch them,
Yet I have no real magic,
I can only give you my love,

But love does not seem to be potent enough,
Your wounds are too deep and painful,
I enter them and try to find a resolution,

There is none,
I try to find some glimmer of hope,
There is none,
Your heart is ice cold,
No fire can melt it away,

At least for now,
 Please come back to me,
Open your heart,
Open your arms,
Open your eyes once again,

You are blinded by his love,
You are fueled by his love,
But where are you,
 I look into your eyes
and a vast sea of emptiness floats before me,

You have given yourself to him,
But he cannot keep you,
My search for you is not over,
You will return once again.

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Always

Do we realize the price
we would both have to pay
If our love became revealed
in the light of day?

My heart longs to be with you
it longs to be set free
To be released from the responsibilities I have
to be together . . . you and me.

Yet who we are dictates
it says what we must do
I know I must release you
to find someone new.

Please know I will always love you
it will be your memory that caresses my face
You are so much a part of me
you will never be erased.

So go in peace, my love
occasionally whisper my name
Always know I will come straight to you
should my circumstances ever change.

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I Still Love You

You are still in my brain
You're causing so much pain
I still can't believe
You used my feelings
For your foolish game
Named love

Held you close in my arms
Felt so nice and warm
I gave you my love
I gave you my heart
I gave you all I had
got nothing back except
Pain that's driving me insane

You are still in my heart
My love for you will never die
My thoughts will always be with you
And the pain I feel inside will always
Remind me of someone I still love.

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LOVE OF MY LIFE

Looking back at the time we first met, 

Those were the days I will never forget.

We were just kids in elementary school,

When all the boys acted like fools.

As I made my way into High,

I felt like I was going to die.

Someone told me that you liked me,

But I told them that it could never be.

I never thought of you in that

way before,

Like you opened a whole new door.
You were always my friend,
And would stay like that until the end.


As I traveled into High School,
You along with the other boys were trying to act cool.
My thoughts then turned to you,
And put the reality into view.


You made me laugh in so many ways,
It's like you came from heaven to send me praise.
You helped me out when times were tough,
Or talked to me when things got to rough.


Soon my graduation was underway,
And I didn't know what else to say.
But I hoped our friendship would last,
Just like all the memories in the past.


I remember when I left school that day,
I couldn't believe I was going away.
I saw a few tears in your eyes,
As you softly whispered "good bye."


I'd promise that friends we would always stay,
No matter what tried to get in our way.
I will always be there for you,
With everything that you do.


I wanted to tell you so much more,
Instead I walked straight out the door.
I wanted to tell you what was on my mind,
But I left it all and tried to put it behind.


They say that good things come to those who wait,
And some believe it is controlled by fate.
But my feelings are so tender,
Think I've loved you for as long as I can remember.


I remembered you having feelings for me,
Now I began to see.
That I've made a big mistake,
And I should've told you before it was too late.


Did you have the same feelings as I did for you?
Would I complete your heart too?
I have so many questions deep within,
Except I just don't know where to begin.


If I only knew what was on your mind,
My answers wouldn't be so hard to find.
It's hard for me to say the things I want to say,
But I'm going to because I can't wait another day.


As I look into your deep brown eyes,
I remember the day when we said our "good bye's."
I didn't tell you what I was thinking,
So I wasn't able to stop sinking.


I realized that after all those years,
We shared so many of the same fears.
Of starting something completely new,
In which would be just me and you!


You walked up to me and softly kissed me on the lips,
And all the time my heart did flips.
But when the warm glow filled my heart,
I knew that we would never apart.


If the world would end tonight,
I'd know it was well worth the fight.
Being in your arms,and thinking about the times we
shared,

And knowing that you truly cared.


You opened my eyes and now I can see,
Really how much you mean to me.
Your are my angel sent from above,
And showed me the meaning of true love.


Our love will bind us as one forever,
So we will always be together.
We came together through time,
And nothing will separate you and I....

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Yes

If you say yes I'll be your dream
If you say yes I'll be you shining sun
If you say yes I'll be your oxygen
If you say yes I'll be the one who makes you happy

If you say yes I'll be the one who protects you
If you say yes I'll be your star in the night
If you say yes I'll be the light in the darkness of the night

If you say yes I'll be the one who guides you home
If you say yes I'll be your happiness in times of sadness
If you say yes I'll stop the rain from falling down
If you say yes I'll be everything you need
If you say yes I'll be everything you want
If you say yes I'll be your lover
If you say yes I'll be your boyfriend

If you say no I'll be the best friend you'll ever find.


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Emotional Words

Emotional words do cut you very deep you can't forget them and they do make you weep.

Emotional words disturb your mind you wonder why those nun's had to be so unkind.

Emotional scars that cut you real deep inside that hurt and make you very sad.

Emotional words you bury deep inside you don't want to tell anyone what those words do to you but one things for sure they do make you feel so blue.

Why? do people hurt you like this even when you grow up you always remember this.

Emotional words that do leave scars is an abuse of your mind you think you are going mad...

Emotional words you cannot seem to forget they leave there mark sometimes your world is just

Oh! so black..